Thursday, October 16, 2008

A long journey....

Dear sis aisyah, I have read your post; if you fail in interview, what you will do… I also have same experiences with you but in my story, it’s quite complicated than you are. Juz want to share with you, I want to be a teacher since I’m in primary schools. That’s my ambition since at early age because many of my family members are teachers including my dad. From that, I inspired to be like them, teaching for the nation.
After the SPM result, I applied for education in TESL, and I was called for an interview but I’m failed to get the offer. I’m quite sad but I’m still continuing my journey in seeking knowledge. Then I got an offered to study HND in Business field. I accept that offered because I don’t want to study in Form 6. It is because in form 6, it quite tough and I don’t want to face it because at that time, I know that I can’t do it. So, I choose to be in KPM, studying business course and at there student were sponsored by MARA. So, I do not have to worry about loan or what I need to pay after I graduated from there. I’m just concentrated my study until I’m graduated from that place.
After doing my Diploma, I work for a while. And after that I apply for ISMP, the program that we are in now. And I was called for an interview in MEDSI test, I pass the test, and I was called for an interview. In that interview session, I did the best as well as I can but unfortunately I didn’t pass in that interview also. I’m still remembering there are one interviewer who is a woman is very strict and fierce. She always critiques on my answer in the interview sessions. I’m feeling quite sad because I think I already give the best but I’m still didn’t get it. Sometimes, I think…maybe it is fate that I will not be a teacher forever…but my dad always give me support not to give up before strive on. I got an offer to study in Degree in business field. I took that opportunity although I didn’t get what the most I want. I’m still accepting it because business is main second interest. I told to myself that, I will finish my degree there and I will take KPLI program after that in order to be a teacher. That’s really show my interest to teach the students is very deeper. I also never want to give up until I have been given the opportunity. Therefore, I study in UITM for 6 month and at the same time I didn’t give up at all. I apply for ISMP for second time and for this time I passed in the interview session. I’m quit from UITM and I enter to this IIUM.
I’m very happy with that.. At last, my ambition to be a teacher will been realized on in next coming years. What I love to do will become my career in the future. I will study hard to make sure that an opportunity that given to me will been used as well as I can. Insyaallah... So, my advice to all my friends, if you love to do one things, do until you get it…never ever give up before you try…. Gud Luck to all of you…. (",)

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